August 3rd, 2018

jaejoong

(no subject)

sometimes i think i miss you, and want to text you about random shit like music

but im not sure if im supposed to let that just pass



one thing for sure is it doesnt feel like we're friends, like you said you wanted to be, like we said we'd try to be
i don't feel like i can just talk to you whenever, or that you want to talk to me
can we be friends?
can we even talk about this?
i dont know how to bring it up
and if i should just pretend you don't exist anymore once and for all
jaejoong

(no subject)

i think about that sometimes though, how easily we fell back into everything that night. it was like nothing had happened. it was like we didn't have those incredibly hard and long talks, like we didn't not talk to each other for a month and a half while still in the same vicinity.... we picked up right where we had left off.